Lyrics

I know I go to bed late
I know you think it’s dumb
There’s things that I can’t tell you
Stupid things I’ve done (to you)
To you

It’s not that I don’t love you
But everything is numb
My brain misunderstands things
That’s why I turn and run
From you
From you

All I wanna say
Is I’m sorry to you
When I turn the other way
It’s not because of you
When you ask me what I want to say
Honestly the truth?
I don’t know why I feel this way
I don’t know why I do

Honestly the truth?
I don’t know why I feel this way
I don’t know why I do

There’s things I’ve never dealt with
That’s why I wasn’t there
I had to look inside myself
To finally clear the air
It’s easier to laugh now
It’s easier to care
What do you say?

All I wanna say
Is I’m sorry to you
When I turn the other way
It’s not because of you
When you ask me what I want to say
Honestly the truth?
I don’t know why I feel this way
I don’t know why I do

Honestly the truth?
I don’t know why I feel this way
I don’t know why I do

So much I wanna tell you
So scared of what you’ll think of me
Coz you keep reaching out to me
And I just want to help you breathe
So sick of this anxiety

All I wanna say
Is I’m sorry to you
When I turn the other way
It’s not because of you
When I throw your kindness in your face
Honestly the truth?
I don’t know why I feel this way
I don’t know why I do

Honestly the truth?
I don’t know why I feel this way
I don’t know why I do

C’mon

Honestly the truth?
I don’t know why I feel this way
I don’t know why I do